First of all, I want to thank every person who took the time to tell me that they were wishing me well or praying for my recovery.
Next, I want to let you know personally, that if you didn't, couldn't or wouldn't take the time to show me the barest of compassion in my time of need, that you need not bother with me anymore. 11 months was more than enough time for you to pray on it and rightly choose to contact me.
Most importantly, here is where I am right now....
Surgery took greater than 12 hours.
I was in the hospital for nearly 3 months.
I have been undergoing therapy for many months.
I am "better", but I am not 100% me.
The surgery got 100% of the tumor AND it was NOT malignant.
However, the tumor was pressing up against my brain stem.
So as a result, I'm left with some "Vestibular" problems.
I am spending far more time than I'd like recuperating.
With that said, I continue to be excited whenever I get a message from one of you. I continue to get excited when new people come and discover what I'm teaching here. I continue to put together my teachings and continue to write blog posts. As a matter of fact, I started writing a VERY COMPELLING blog post back in November of 2012 and only TODAY was I able to put the whipped cream and cherry on top. Be on notice, my next Blog post may be my most MIND BLOWING teaching to date. It took me 8 years to be able to find the smoking gun, the one thing that makes the teaching not only mind blowing, but 100% irrefutable as well. Remember, if it's not Biblical, it's bologna! :P
If you've been waiting for me to come back and post, here I am. Please send me your well-wishes, they mean the world to me. All I can say, is God is indeed GOOD. I honestly didn't think I'd be here today, I really thought that God was done with me. All I can tell you, is I put it all in His hands and I told him that whatever His will was for me, was ok with me too. I never once prayed to live (or die), I only prayed that He did with me what He needed to do. Some of you might think that's silly, but the rest of you will understand full well that it's HIS WILL that we wish to be done and not our own. Amen? :)
So get ready, what may be the single biggest post of my life is coming next!
Wooo-buddy, you have no idea how happy this had made me to see! Glad to see you're on the road to recovery. Continued prayers mixed with praise for sure!
ReplyDeleteLOL! (look at me laughing)
ReplyDeleteIt warms my heart and my cheeks to get this note from you.
Thank you for thinking about me and thank you for praying for me.
I mean that from the deepest recesses of my heart James, Thank you.
Keep your eyes out for my next post...
It's gonna be a doozy!
8 years in the making, I can guarantee you I'm gonna be ducking shots from every possible angle. But rest assured, God actually goes out of His way to give us information WE NEED. There's all sorts of things we don't know, mostly because it's not important. And there's all sorts of things we all generally agree as fact. And then you have the religious, who pick and choose what they believe. But then you have this, which is so PERTINENT, and totally NOT unimportant....
Anyway, keep your eyes peeled. I'm still praying on whether I'm going to be releasing this info here or in the book. I'm so excited either way! On the very rare occasions that God gives me something SPECIFIC, first I'm blown away. Second I'm rattled by the fact that there can be NO PERSONAL REVELATION, anything given to anyone MUST BE SUPPORTED BY SCRIPTURE. 8 years of reading, day after day and then one day BLAM, right in my lap, clear as day, totally unambiguous, inarguable! Did I mention I was excited? :P
God Bless you James